I feel like now it’s just post photos. I used to write down my feelings, thoughts and worries. Now, everything that I would ever want to post is not what I want the world to read. I miss the times when I would just type what was going on that day. Well, because I actually will read those posts sometimes and reflect. The last 3-4 years have been lost because I didn’t write it down. 

When I was real young, I would keep a journal/diary. They’re currently at my parents house and I need to get those back. Since I didn’t want to post all my feelings, I bought an actual journal a few weeks ago. The thing is, it takes a long time to write! Ha, I’m just so much better at typing. Anyway, I feel like sometimes I’m more honest when I write and can’t use the backspace. 

I watched the Beyonce documentary on HBO. It was really, really good. I’ve always liked Beyonce for not being a tramp, but she was real honest it the movie and it made me like her more. She’s also inspiring because she works so hard. I go back and forth between, “I need to work all day, every day…” to “But I already work so hard, who cares if I sit and watch this episode on TV.” I can’t complain though, between Alison and Kxo, I work a lot.

January 2013 was the biggest month for Kxo. I haven’t quite figured out why yet, I think it’s just coming up on wedding season. I’m happy with everything though, I’ll just have to make some decisions soon. Or maybe the decision will just happen on it’s own.