I think I made it worse by writing out that list last night. It made me more overwhelmed and consumed my head with, “WEDDING—OMG!”. 

My sister called in Bryan’s aunts to help out with the shower. I don’t really know why I was resistant. I guess it’s half that I don’t take help very well. It’s not that I don’t feel deserving… it’s that I’m not good at thanking people, maybe? I don’t know… confusing. 

Work is crazy busy too, volleyball as well. I kind of wish I hadn’t coached this season. It’s nice to have extra money, and my team is really great— it’s just too much. It’s also weird with my “assistant coach”. She’s a great coach, and the girls have learned so! much! I just feel like I don’t have a voice and that worries me since I’ll be the one at all of our tournaments. We’re going to Atlanta this weekend— busy, busy.

Bryan also started school back up this semester, good for him. 

Where will we ever find the time?